These days, i find myself saying the word in my head unconsciously. It's so bad, it keeps repeating in my head, as if chanting. I kind of not like to think of it, but somehow ive been used to the sound of it, in different pitches with different levels of agression. haha, its almost like a norm... ive heard worse ones...
Survival is a battle out there in the real world, but ironically, those who dont fight tend to reign victory over those who do. Im being a little crazy a little scared right now, i dont want friday to come. I would like to stay like this forever, i dont want to hold a high position, i dont want anything more than this. For once, im really contented.
I want everything to come to a standstill, lifesaving now, lifesaving forever. I love my job, i love my job. Aiya shit i think i emoozxzx